Im freaking out over the fact that the ComDa Presentation is tomorrow and I haven’t started on my slides. So, I’m running away for ten minutes buy doing one of those ‘Tumblr Challenge’ thingys. If you’re desperately bored, here you go.
5 Basic things about me:
I am currently in a state of panic. I undeservedly have an incredible amount of love in my life. I am a generally happy person. I love to sing. I love to dance.
Life can be mundane sometimes. Same old routine every weekday, same worries about the weekdays every weekend. Bland, tough, like a bad cheeseburger. Sinking your teeth into a dry, mediocre patty paired with limp vegetables and cheap sauce, getting no satisfaction with each bite. Then suddenly, you experience a zing from a succulent, green pickle! A tangy flavor fills your mouth and the entire meal changes. That is what exciting would taste like. Always order, a cheeseburger with pickles.
I remember singing this practically every day during the 2009 December holidays. Guitar, balcony, wind, friends.
Today was okay. Work has become a (yucky) norm, my parents are cool, family dinners are lovely. I check my email too many times (a little desperate), I like answering questions, (hint: formspring/ask box is very hungry. Again, a little desperate), procrastinating has become second nature.
At dinner I constantly waved a ghost-shaped silly band in my cousins face just to be immature and annoying. I also made fun of her age. (she’s 23=older than me=rub it in) Again, it was just to be annoying. Very very fun. I love you Jie Jie Kimmy.
'Hello?' 'Hello?' 'Hello?' 'Hello?' 'Happy fifth monthsary!' 'hehe, Happy fifth monthsary!' 'I was waiting for you to caaaaaalll' 'sorry I was shifting all my things to my room, only just put everything down.' 'so you're in your room?' 'mmhm yep' 'well then you gotta come down dear, so you can let me in' 'what?' 'you gotta come down so you can let me in' 'what?!' 'Im at your gate baby.' 'Oh my gosh!'
'you know, I was telling Lena just now that I think you forgot.'
Remember when we were just two little girls at our grandparents house, dancing to songs on your keyboard and playing pretend? We said that when we grew up, we would be princesses like those on Disney and have the perfect Princes. We would all be best friends, have double dates, spend special days together and would be really happy.
The years passed, and on the fourteenth of Febuary, year 2011, those two girls got that dream fulfilled. All grown up now, they spent that special evening at Resortsworld, Sentosa.
I want every aspect of CommDA out of my life, if you know what I mean.
Yes I mean Bina. After trashing my objective, I would have LOVED to tell her thats the exact same sentence, word for word, that she told me what my objective should be. And now that we have to represent and she refuses to give any consultation, I am lost and stupid again. I hate her.
Presentation was a disaster. I hadn’t felt that bad in front of so many people in a long time, it really stung. I wouldn’t be posting about this, but then two great friends I have gave me hugs. That just made it so much better. Thank you, Alex and Cassie and indirectly Deon, I needed it.:) I miss the llamas eating and making strange gestures in class. Alex, you gave this song to me when I was feeling upset once, do you remember?
Giggling, running around the house like its our own, I fell safe in your arms as we sank into complete blissful comfort. It was where we knew we were supposed to be, where we would always want to be. Gusface!
WE GOT A PROJECTOR!!!!!!!!! Best one out there, for our family’s 20th Anniversary. Thanks Dad and Mum, for being the best parents anyone could get. (: Despite all the nonsense we go through we all love each other so much and I’m so grateful for that. I see amazing movie nights to come, its so clear I could see the actor’s pores, hahahaha sucks for them. Technology is amazing. Soon, I shall have a dance party with the visual people from ‘Just Dance 2’, because I’m just cool/sad like that. Its going to be fun!!
friend |frend|nouna person whom one knows and with whom one has a bond of mutual affection.
I felt stupid, rotten. But at my most pathetic friends brought the sun out again. Thank you those who responded in any way, you all are such wonderful girls and I’m so blessed to call you my friends. (‘: <3
(hehe Debs I’m being thick skinned and guessing thats the post you mentioned on facebook! If not, its a lovely song anyway. ) ((:
Something personal, from anyone at all. A sign from anywhere that I have contact with? Yeah I’m not making sense, I don’t really know how to put this through.
I check everything from facebook, to tumblr, to emails, to formspring, to I don’t know what else, hoping to see a change, or a note, or a letter, or a message, or just a comment from someone somewhere, anywhere, that has something to say to me.
It had been a rather useless day. Cold, bored, emotions on tenderhooks but at the same time, completely uncaring. The terrible time of the month, again.
Looking outside, the wind whispered gently. It was a beautiful, almost flawless evening. Maybe there was hope for the day after all. Pulling herself up, she took up her bicycle, and stepped through the gates.
Memories flooded her mind as the wind rushed past her ears with every moving circumference of the pedal. It was amazing how much her head could remember.