January 2012
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Deon
I got to spend a full day with him. He teaches and shows me unconditional love. Thank you for accepting everything I am. You’re amazing, I love you.
Jan 28th
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Fine, I’ll admit I’ve become increasingly short tempered. I’m angry easily, I get extremely frustrated within seconds. I’ve got a lot on my plate, and whoever you are who thinks otherwise, I’ll tell you that I know more about my issues and circumstances than your assumptions ever will. I’m sorry if I can’t afford to whisk myself away when I want to....
Jan 28th
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good morning darling
I miss them, all of them. Sucks that I don’t see Fiona in school, I miss her too. I miss all of them so much, ache ache ache. tea tea tea.
Jan 27th
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its quite, quite scary how real dreams get, the feelings especially. One of the most realistic, crazy dreams I’ve had in a long while, but I guess it could be counted as one of the best. It was truly like a movie, but weird weird weird. When I woke up it was like this huggggge jolt back to reality realizing all that happened was not real. Also weird/cool, was how the entire dream was a mix...
Jan 27th
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WatchWatch
you were right, I was surprised. perfeeeeeecccccccttttttttttt morrrrninggggggssss withhh youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :’D
Jan 24th
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spring cleaning with the boyfriend
Look at that! I took all his knick knacks, arranged it perfectly inside the box, double labelled it on top and on the side so he knows whats in it without having to take it out. I’m way too proud of this. Plus it has a list of all its contents with their proper names on the side label too!!!! AND he fully fully appreciates it, mhmm youre perfect I love you.  it was nice seeing his family,...
Jan 22nd
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I scare easily. Feelings, thoughts, the environment, my conscience, decisions, the dark.  I hate the decision between what is good, what feels good, and what is the nice thing to do.  
Jan 19th
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Jan 19th
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Jan 18th
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Jan 18th
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Jan 16th
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Jan 16th
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Jan 16th
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bring me somewhere high. somewhere fearsome by height, but quiet and away from all that there is. somewhere far, and foreign, somewhere new. then leave me alone. I need to stop crying. 
Jan 16th
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fyp leads to anna feeling dreadfully lonely. damn you social issues. -edit- okay getting really depressed, just so lonely I need some love and hugs and nice words please
Jan 15th
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Jan 15th
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he who calls out the smiles
who needs a license when you’ve got John Smith and Cinderella thinking you’re number 1? I’m a Disney Princess that takes public transport, so there! I’m all giggly. :D :))))))
Jan 15th
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Feeling so, so, so crappy. forget it all, I’m going to bed. 
Jan 14th
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best um 'class' friend
are you two best friends? Her: ‘no’ Me: ‘yes’ EVIL I SAY EVIL 
Jan 14th
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tdoafyp
+ buy a disposable film camera, and just wander through shots till it finishes.  + cook everything I’ve wanted to cook, then pack it up for a picnic in the living room. A mattress, lots of blankets, fun conversation and a light movie in the background. also one day, I will buy this down winter jacket from Uniqlo. Its big, incredibly expensive, and unnecessary. But I do love it, its so...
Jan 14th
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I always thought the physical part of a relationship was a human want, since the media tells us so. Really though, it gives the comfort, the assurance words fall short on.  Reading letters is always beautiful. but really all I want now is a warm, full hug.
Jan 14th
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Jan 14th
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Jan 11th
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Jan 10th
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Mornings in the Yeo house
Mother laughing at whatsapp conversations where Lena makes fun of me Laughing at Lena’s dramatic, hilarious answers to serious questions Watching her soft toys with big eyes dance and sing and cough to ‘dream on’ ‘billionaire’ & ‘dirty little secret’  Comparing pillows Rocking out to ‘sweet child of mine’ ‘forget you’ ‘the...
Jan 8th
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I was sleeping on the floor with Lyndal, someone I thought was Martyn but wasn’t, and a younger Rupert Grint. We had this love/hate thing going on and I wanted to sleep next to him but dared not ask, so Lyndal did it for me and I was embarrassed. But then Deon appeared and got mad and I reassured him I loved him, just that sleeping next to Rupert Grint was cool.  But now to think of it I...
Jan 8th
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Jan 8th
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I wrote an ‘article’ for my own fyp zine yesterday, and I’m quite happy with it. However, I’m on the fence whether or not to post it here. Although I do like it, it is quite personal and sounds more dramatic than most people believe necessary. But I stand by my opinion, really meant them. 
Jan 6th
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Family dinners
Mum: Okay okay! New year’s resolutions!!!!!!  Dad: Why not, everyone says resolutions for someone else? Ahhhhhh… Mum: Okay! Lisa first. Lisa’s new year’s resolutions from: Mum ‘be more confident!’ Lena ‘be less scrawny’ Keane ‘gain weight’ Ari ‘be fat’  Daddy ‘sleep earlier!’ Lena’s new year’s...
Jan 6th
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Jan 2nd
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Jan 1st
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