No clicking on both computers outside, no stepping on puzzle pieces that fill my usually clear floor, no sounds of anime or rock blasting through green speakers. No siblings opening my door to make faces or drag their computers in to use my bed, no teasing or whining or snapping. Such rare, rare silence.
I hate it. They’ve left for barely five minutes and the quiet of my much emptier house is driving me nuts.
I’ve been trying to complete my essay all weekend but I keep getting ridiculous notifications like these popping up on my research windows. I’ve never even heard of notices like these, nothing else was included but white space. Where are they coming from AND WHY!
Celebrating Valentine’s Day doesn’t mean couples need occasions to force material affection for one another. Exactly how not celebrating Valentine’s day doesn’t make another bitter and unromantic. Not everyone exists to adhere to every single event or opinion our multi cultured world has come up with. For goodness sake, one action or choice does not fix a person’s entire personality to an existing stereotype.
are you two best friends?
EVIL I SAY EVIL
[11/14/11 PM 09:05:51] Deon Phua Xun Han: if you like it get it!
[11/14/11 PM 09:05:56] Deon Phua Xun Han: you can afford it
[11/14/11 PM 09:05:56] Deon Phua Xun Han: :)
[11/14/11 PM 09:06:00] Deon Phua Xun Han: so much money in your bank!
[11/14/11 PM 09:06:06] Deon Phua Xun Han: orrrr…. you can save for our wedding
[11/14/11 PM 09:06:07] Deon Phua Xun Han: hehee
[11/14/11 PM 09:06:08] Deon Phua Xun Han: :p
[11/14/11 PM 09:06:09] Annalisa: but i want to keep it that way!
[11/14/11 PM 09:06:12] Annalisa: OH
[11/14/11 PM 09:06:14] Annalisa: >:)
[11/14/11 PM 09:06:34] Annalisa: save all my money for our wedding huh
[11/14/11 PM 09:06:44] Annalisa: then all the stuff you buy we can put in our future house right?
[11/14/11 PM 09:07:14] Annalisa: i pay for the wedding and the house, you pay for the ‘furnishings’ (toys and posters and shoes)
[11/14/11 PM 10:01:50] Deon Phua Xun Han: :D (nod)
[11/14/11 PM 10:01:54] Deon Phua Xun Han: THAT’S SO CLEVER
[11/14/11 PM 10:01:57] Deon Phua Xun Han: you clever!!! (nod)
you are INCREDIBLY annoying. I honestly wanted to hit you yesterday, and I did. Over and over again, but unlike usual beatings of frustration I just could not stop laughing. Of course the laughter was in between my loud and emotional ‘ARGH I HATE YOU’ proclamations.
Believe me, I was trying my hardest not to laugh because I was SOOOOOOOOOO annoyed at your infuriating gloating expressions, but I couldn’t help it. I knew I loved and ‘hated’ you at the same time, I wanted to punch you left right and centre but also bury you in the biggest hug I could give. I screamed in burning angst but laughed with ultimate affection. Both extremes, but boy did you ever aggravate them to the highest it would reach. Sticking your annoying face in mine with squinting eyes and tongue stuck out while I tried to talk on the phone facing away, you are un-be-lievable.
But of course even though you kept making pompous jibes at your assumed win in our heated debate, you still bowled me over during dinner with my family.
Mum: So there’s guys waiting for you two to end so they can take her huh?
Deon: They’ll have to wait forever.
I swear you drive me insane. I love you.
I hate my work. Its so strange how Im feeling really cold in this usually warm country.
So the two mountains on my face have erupted, and evolved into craters. Wonderfully appealing.
Bad vibes around the house.
Third night, second day. A whole mirage of emotions.
Lena-Lazing around the entire day
Ari-Being a martyr
Aunty-Her cheery self as always (how does she do it)
Cola-Possibly the only thing keeping me sane
I feel both frustrated and guilty at Ari’s unstable emotional plate, looking like a lost puppy in the rain about to burst into tears at any moment. Yes we all miss them, but youre already ten! Sweetie its time to grow up a little, be more independent. We love you, but it can get infuriating when you expect us to surrender at your little whims and fusses. Finish your food, children are dying in Africa.
Lena is a bum.
Keane is just stupid.
Yeesh, Im started to sound like a mom and the immature sister all at once.
Dad: ‘Lisa want some supper?’
'But its cereal, and strawberries and raspberry ice cream and chocolate syrup and pomegranate dark chocolate and chocolate syrup and milk. Heeheeheeeeee'
Ari: And dark chocolate haagan daz ice cream!
Dad: (lets go tease her) ‘OOOOHHHH, Lisa supper was sooo gooooooooood, chocolate and strawberries OOOHHHHHHH.’
Ari: ‘It was all ‘melt in your mouth!’
Dad: ‘Its open now you can go have some. Heeheeheeeeeeeeeee’
Yall are terrible.